Over, Under, Away

Too much thought
Dark ideas mixed with cigarettes
Ideas bounce around my stomach like indigestion
Bundle up-
Warmer pajamas
Sweatshirts
Extra blankets
Even the excessive warmth isn’t enough to subdue me
I’m over thinking this
I’m over working this
I’m over analyzing this
I’d do anything to get over this
I need clarity like I need a tall drink of water
I’m overwhelmed
I’m overloading
I’m overheated
Like a computer
But I can’t crash
I just hover over implosion
Maybe I should get out and do something
Walk in the cold
Cut my hair
Make art
Itunes is putting me on edge
I'm too warm for tea
Over this
Under this
Next to this
It doesn’t matter, I just need to get away from the unhealthy this.